It is unfortunate when people just don’t want to do what’s best, not what’s easiest. Now, I am not one to judge, far from it, but sometimes doing the right things means getting out of your comfort zone and doing what is the best for you and your loved ones. It is difficult for me too, I’m not the best with confrontation and it may take me a while to get things, or act on them. But, when some things are serious, you need to do the right thing and talk about it. You need to be the bigger person, and see that even if you shouldn’t have to do something, you need to in order to make life better for everyone.
I am in a situation right now in which my personal freedoms are being completely trampled on. It is a messed up situation where the offenders are being completely passive aggressive. And the sad part is, they don’t want the situation to change. They want to keep doing what they’re doing, not matter how much it is hurting me or our family. It is hard to explain, but it is wrong.
My only source of not happiness, but I guess relief, is that I am moving out once I graduate school. They will not stop until then. They will continue to use covert tactics to make my life miserable. I have tried everything in my power to make the situation better, but to no avail. God sees everything though. God will judge them when their time comes. And I don’t wish them to suffer in any way, but I do wish they could see the error in their ways.
I hope they realize what this is doing to me. That it is hurting a loved one, a family member, someone they’ve known all their life, more than anyone should. But I honestly think they don’t care. I sadly think that they will keep doing what they’re doing until they can’t anymore. I still love them though, because that is who I am. But may God have mercy on their soul. I know, with my faith, God will show me the strength, and the way, out of here. Thanks!
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