I have been getting more spiritual as I grow older. I also grow more self-aware. I often think, if I had only done things differently, I would be a better person right now with so much more love in my life.
It is easy to get stuck in this way of thinking. I have been stuck for a long time, worrying that what I’m doing won’t help my situation. Being fearful of the future, and feeling shame about my past. But I can’t feel that way anymore. I am in control of how I feel, and what I do. therefore, the only person that can truly help me, is me. Or so I thought. Now that I’ve found God, I feel intensely loved every day, every second.
With God’s love I can let go of the burden of my past choices. With God’s love, I can be confident in the brightness of my future. And with God’s love, I can be fully in the present moment, feeling all the wonderful sensations and sense of peace that only God can grant.
It wasn’t easy to get to this point. I went through a lot of heartache, unbearable pain, moments where I felt I was better off dead, but in the end, I persevered through all those experiences, and come out tougher, more loving, and more compassionate and empathic.
I will pray for you all, all of humanity, to find God and keep Him there. My want is for everyone in the world to pray for each other and for the division I see in society to collapse and goodness to prevail. God almighty, I pray for my family, friends, for my coworkers, for all those in my country, and those in the world to find peace in you. Thank you God for the good fortune and love that has been granted to me in my life, I love you God and know that you will always be here for me God. Amen. Thank you all for listening to my thoughts, and may God be with you always.
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