About Myself

Hello, my name is Alan

I am a 32 year old man who has a past history of depression, anxiety, and, most damaging of all, substance abuse issues. I have done everything from regularly smoking cigarettes to regularly taking LSD. I have been a heroin addict and cocaine addict, I have spent much of my life in a high stupor that has ruined many years of my life. It has destroyed relationships, my financial security, my belief in myself, and most importantly, my belief in God. I have been heroin free since June 4, 2016. However, I have had issues with alcohol and marijuana since then. I had a wonderful relationship with a beautiful girl, but my desire for mind-numbing substances damaged and ultimately ruined it. I set up this blog immediately afterwards in order to help myself heal, keep myself accountable for my actions, and form a better relationship with God. I hope that some of you reading my experiences will get something out of them. Thanks for coming here! I appreciate you!